randomsnarfle: (Serious Cat)
Sarah ([personal profile] randomsnarfle) wrote2010-05-04 06:27 pm

Meme + Whining

i am:
happy. sad. a good friend. adventurous. shy. confident. procrastinating. a male. bored. anxious. clumsy. sociable. always punctual. selfish. intelligent. funny. a female. sarcastic. insecure. sick. beautiful. articulate. loud. kind. even tempered. honest. short. tall. medium height. proud of myself. loving. witty. down to earth. outspoken. determined. high-maintenance. pretty. assertive. organized. selfless.

i have:
brown hair. brown eyes. blue eyes. curly hair. long fingernails. braces. chipped nail polish. long legs. straight hair. a fringe. long eyelashes. sore feet. freckles. dark skin. medium skin. green eyes. blonde hair. dyed hair. short legs. red hair. big boobs. rosy cheeks. wavy hair. black hair. small-ish waist. tattoos. piercings. big ears. short hair.

i love:
flowers. kisses. summer. coffee. the rain. candles. incense. late night talk shows. insects. hugs. attention. the beach. chocolate. music. beanies. harry potter. twilight. facebook. black and white photos. sleeping in. driving. narrating my pet's thoughts. opening gifts. buying gifts. halloween. cute texts. apples. compliments. country music. hip hop. sushi. sports. art. singing. seeing my loved ones happy. surprises. sunsets and sunrises. skinny dipping. horror movies. simon cowell. family guy. garlic. hearing somebody talk in their sleep. being right. kfc. abstract photography. concerts and festivals. tanning. oversized t-shirts.

i would love to be a:
police officer. lawyer. doctor. teacher. fruit picker. mother. greenpeace volunteer. hippie. groupie. rockstar. footballer's wife. therapist. singer. actress. diving instructor. lottery winner. company owner. housewife. nurse. builder. race car driver. website developer. an inspirational talker. music teacher. artist. chef. makeup artist. hairdresser. restaurant owner. homeless shelter volunteer. fitness trainer. vet. radio show host. band manager.

i like to eat:
fruit. vegetables. fast food. sushi. in bed. rice. sandwiches. subway. chicken. cakes. seafood. a lot. pasta. rice crackers. when i'm bored. cheese. ice cream. garlic bread. peanut butter out of the jar. eggs. lots of ethnic foods. pancakes. honey. lunch. bread crusts. low calorie foods. soy products. gluten free products. only when i'm hungry. toast. breakfast. pizza.

i dislike:
cold mornings. baths. people dissing my taste in music. people in front of me walking really slowly. having my personal space invaded. cleaning. going to bed early. wine/beer. religion arguments. coffee. the beach. rain. children. having my photo taken. drama. gossiping. hip hop. cooking shows. drugs. cats. people singing happy birthday to me. selfish people. social networking sites. swimming. snow. eminem. seafood. one word text messages. awkward silences. alarm clocks. hypocrites.

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Life is boring. Why do I feel so busy all the time? I have so much free time I don't know what to do with myself, so I end up doing nothing. It's 6 now. When did that happen? Wasn't it like 12 before? I remember when it was 2. It was 4 just a minute ago. Now it's 6.

Life is boring. xD

Mac's coming home this weekend. We can talk about life! Yay! Hers sounds like it's been fun. Lots of weird stuff...? I don't even know. I don't know I want to know, fffff. : D;;;;

I passed my Geo midterm, pretty sure I passed my Bio midterm. Sweet. 8D

I'm conflicted. There's a part of me that really wants to just drop at Luceti. I feel like I'm obligated to post more than I have been and more than I want to, I keep dropping threads because they get so dull and there's nothing else to say without just awkwardly ending it with my character walking away mid-conversation, and there isn't enough of the activity that I actually enjoy. But that activity I enjoy... I really enjoy it! I don't have much CR (like what, three people...?) but I really like that CR. I don't know. And now that I've brought Ion there I'd feel like a bad person for taking him out, especially since the apps are closed. Maybe if I tough it out to when they open, there won't be a problem? I dunno. I keep going back and forth. I really like rping as him, I really really like the plot in Luceti, and I'd feel like the biggest douche if I dropped just to join another game. Oh well, as long as there aren't any AC's going on, I can idle a little... =w=

On a similar note, I really want to get Heather into SBG. At least there I have enough OOC interaction to fill the time when I have no IC stuff going on. Plus I don't feel as much pressure to stay IC there as I do at Luceti; I know for a fact I am pretty good at staying IC for Ion, but  second-guess every single post and it's stressful; it doesn't help that everyone else seems to type at the speed of light when it comes to tag-backs. Sigh.

I keep wanting to RP for things but I feel like I don't have time for it. I want Natsume Yuujinchou, more Tales of the Abyss, or maybe something out there like Michiko to Hatchin or Kashimashi...! If I had the patience, I'd just make other a thousand fanfics. =www= I somehow lost the ability to just sit and type a story. I'm amazed I have the patience to draw, honestly!

I wanna draw more. I wanna draw weird things and make people laugh. 3: I know people at SBG love that, but I don't know about Luceti. Otherwise I would draw them over 9000 crack pictures. It would be awesome. fffffff. How the hell can someone be shy on the internet!? THIS IS ME. I AM A SHY MOTHERTRUCKER. And no one believes meeeee.

I was gonna make this friends only due to whining but... most of the people who know this exists are on my friends list anyway so YAY~ xD

[identity profile] namewithnumbers.livejournal.com 2010-05-05 01:41 am (UTC)(link)
I know how that feels. I'm horrible at managing my time so I wind up wasting most of it doing nothing or thinking of what to do. Days and hours seem to slip out of my hands because I'm so spacey and always just want to become invisible or not interact with my environment. It's such a shame, because I like it and I should be happier. Wasting time gets me by though so I guess that's kind of okay. As long as I do my best in school and consider what else I can do...

I think you should do what makes you feel comfortable. I feel bad that I got chickenshit in another game and bailed when everyone really liked my characterization. I got too shy...

Oh, hey, I wanna draw weird things too! We should do a collab sometime or something. IDK. Tingle and Olimar singing karaoke. I think every RP should like crack drawings or drawings period, man! Laughter is really the best medicine.

Also it's very, very possible to be shy on the internet. I get scared of saying stupid things and making others upset...

Speaking of getting people into SBG, Essay and I never did get our pal, Amy, into the game... she was busy but I've been seeing her around more online. I hope I could drag her in. She's oodles of fun and really sweet. Kinda like you, Sarah! Both of you are oh so fabu.

[identity profile] kittanylilac.livejournal.com 2010-05-05 02:41 am (UTC)(link)
See, I don't know what makes me comfortable! I feel awkward starting new threads when I dropped others, but whenever I'm in a thread I like I get all excited and want to get more icons and stuff and aaah.

*Strikes a FABU pose* LET'S GO DRAW WEIRD STUFF OK ok. B)

[identity profile] namewithnumbers.livejournal.com 2010-05-05 03:47 am (UTC)(link)
I am down with this. B)